the funeral has ended. my grandma has really left us for good.

I am so mentally drained for the last 4 days. I have to bring notes there to study for fmrp for the first few days and today is worse. everybody broke down.

I dont have the courage to look at my grandma for too long as i was unable to control my tears. the thought of my grandma leaving forever is horrible. i have not cry out all the sadness. i am serious, been controlling for the past 4 days.

quoted from the pastor today "although we are sad, we know in our heart that she has lived her life to the fullest."

thanks friends for the calls, sms and making trip down to the wake. i am sorry for not replying to some of the sms or calls.