i feel so shitty now.
keep telling myself not to care but some stuff just cannt be helped.

why bother putting on the fake smile when you actually dun care?
i realise sometimes i am like that too :((((

#@$(@#)$(~@)#$(@)_#()$#)($@#
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!

FINALLY CAN TALK TO LG
& maybe i can see LG!

:DDDDDD

yesterday was a blast!

met baboon at bugis at evening. walked to bras basah to get CD-R for MA. then walked back to bugis. had dinner and met felina & audrey. after that, we cant find that shop that is needed to finish josiah little present so we walked to bra basah. wah lao eh! reached there and the person tell us close already. zzZZ

me & baboon had to choice then we went to tiong bahru while the others go seesha. then that shop also closed! WAH! damn suay.
okay so went to zouk to find alas, valerie, peiwen and her friends.

waited for felina, josiah & junwei and the party started (:

i was a little tipsy, feeling so giddy. when accompany baboon to go outside for phone call, i cant walk straight. everything like so swirling. if u knock me lightly, i will definitely fall. at that moment, i really hope LG is there to hold me. okay. i am just dreaming. (:

everybody are so high, so damn high.

thanks baboon for the night! (:

went home, compile MA and off to sleep.

being busy will help me in not thinking about those stuff. :((((((((((

mambo night tonight (:

Edited// 1.38pm
篮球火 is damn nice lahx! OMG! xiao zhu is sooooo damn cute! :DDD

and. shit lahx! josiah got SIMS2 with all the expansion packs and it required no CD to play! he offered to let us download. but 10gb eh!!! they kept asking me not to download to laptop as it will slow everything down. they said desktop is a better choice but my desktop is like worse! :((((( no more sims2 already :((

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSIAH!

skype is damn cool okay. although i used it once long ago but i dun like it as i find it so stupid.

today. went to school and stayed there until 8pm. after that went home and skype with my group mates. damn fun lahx. hahahahas...

i am going to ask LG to download then i know what he is doing! hahahas.. actually is asked him to play with me. muahahahas -.-

alright. see the picture above. THANK FELINA & AUDREY! they are really sweet. i almost cried you know but manage to hold back ((: MUACKS! LOVE!

so sians. today stay in school with other groups to do MA. wahh. damn sians. do until 8plus. thanks alastair for the short ride! :D hahahas...

i am so damn looking forward to friday! all the submission of projects. RWPS tomorrow. MA on thursday, ECM friday, GEMS friday. AND LG BOOKING OUT ON FRIDAY! (i think) HAHAHAS! YEAH! i am going to give myself a break lahx.

okay. off for MA again. byebye...

i miss LG.

it has been quite long since i stay at home during sunday. nice nice. have been facing the computer whole day zzZZ

a quiz. that is quite true.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

LG surrendered his hp already :( 6 days no contact :(
went to town with baboon today! walked damn long. poor baboon. her heels giving her a lot of problems. WINNIE THE POOH IS LOVE! OMG! I AM GOING CRAZY OVER IT LAHX!

thanks baboon for being there! she is damn damn damn nice. TRUE FRIEND! HEH HEH :D


HAHAHAHAHAS! dun worry OMG. all the long i wont delete tag or rather spam as i love to entertain them :D hmms. ya. i am flirt LAST TIME. but, did i flirt now? HAHAHAS! anw, who in this world dun flirt lahx. dun tell me you dun. :D and, u sound like someone! (:

HAPPY BIRHTDAY LI TING ((:

some people just like to flirt with people who are attached eh. #@$(@)$!()#$(@#$
it is damn infuriating but is also fun to see how these people trying to flirt. hahahahas!

okay. it just feel so weird when LG is not ard during weekend :((

yesterday. went to have dinner with yilin & qiaowei. both yilin-g ate alot while waiting for qiaowei. i still did not manage to eat my hokkien mee. after dunno how many weeks? arghh..

okay.. going to meet baboon later. shopping! hoho... byebye((:

nth to blog. boring life. school and school. good luck for those having FA tomorrow (: wish me luck too!

他生病了 :((((

tag
♥ Ziyan: yeap yeap. long time no see! ((: u take care too!

♥ baboon: tom yam nice lorx. u dunno how to appreciate. only u dun eat tom yam! hahaas.. i so nice right. purposely post ur glowing hp strap.. heh..

♥ felina: hahahahas! yeah... f**ting partner! hahahaas...

♥ yilin: hahahas! yeah! sooooo nice right! i agree lahx. i normally drink the soup until i full. hahahas... really? i never try that before. but it seems nice.

i keep telling myself not to blog as i have a lot of things to do but yea..

today. went to eat TOM YAM STEAMBOAT with baboon, felina, audrey & suzanna! it has been so long since 5 of us have meal together. ((:

LG! READ THIS! ( sorry about this. lg will normally filter when reading my blog, so i have to tell him to read this part ((: )
LG seems so gek that i went to eat. so i purposely wore couple tee there! LG, do u smell the delicious food? i wore that to let u feel that u are there eating! HAHAHAHAS! i am such a nice girlfriend!

TOM YAM IS LOVE LAHX! after that, bubble tea as usual, NEOPRINT & chat outside BK! yeah. i found a lot of F**Ting PARTNERS! JOIN IN THE FUN LAHX!

initially i want to be a very good girl and i bought this kueh for my mom. but! when i going home, it starts to have a very foul smell :((((

THANKS LG FOR CHATTING WITH ME ON THE WAY HOME! the time pass so fast! yeah! I LOVE HIM! I ENJOY CHATTING WITH HIM! :DD MUAHAHAHAS!

- I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY! more girls outings! it is nice to talk with you all!!! :DDD I LOVE U ALL! MUACKS!

okay. going to do projects. byebye((:

year2 is so different from year1.

projects are definitely killer. hmms. 1 down currently, 1 is to be handed in 2moro. and 3 more to go. deadline is 2weeks later. FA exam this coming friday. damn sians...

alright. today, ard 3am, LG came to fetch me! :DDD
so sunday routine is the same. lunch at bukit batok. i realise that there are a lot of coffeeshops and the food there are thumbs up lahx. ignore me for being mountain turtle, before being with LG, i seldom go there.

yup. so he booked in already. miss him very much :(

byebye...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN BOON! alright. is not consider belated as i wished you earlier on. hahahas. ENJOY!

i am home really early today, reached home at 11pm :((((( as my mom nag this morning so LG insisted on sending me home early and i cant join them for midnight movie! :((((((((((((((

okay. this morning. of course, met LG. went to chevron then imm.. after that he did his da lao po again. last time already, finally done with fixing it! WOOOHOOO~

yea.. dinner then went bukit timah to meet his friend. wanted to play billiard/pool but everywhere are full..

ya. so went home after that :(((((((((

but nvm. LG promise to come and fetch me after his movie. so i shall wait for his call then.

next week he out field (like that spell?) so next weekend cannt see him :(((( so sad lahx!

alright. going to sleep already. byebye...

YILING IS VERY VERY VERY HAPPY! LG MADE MY DAY!

THANKS SISTER (yuan feng) FOR THE CUP CORN! sorry, did not finished as the taste sucks. hahahahas...

yesterday until today, LG had been telling me he booked out only on saturday. i chose to believe although he told me not to sleep so early today (as i slept at 9.30pm yesterday) and also to change clothes at 10.30pm. the idea of him popping outside my door just came. but he denied.

went to school and during gems, LG told me he really booked out on saturday. i was really sad but manage to control my tears. hahahahahas! yeah. did our project and ard 5plus went FC5 to play viwawa.


LG's mom suddenly called, asking me if i am going to down to pasir ris. i was like, huh? not saturday mehx. HAHAHAS! so, his mom destroyed his surprise. MUAHAHAHAS! i keep laughing and laugh until cry. really touch you know. when i tot only can see him 2moro but in the end 1 day earlier. :DDD

yeah. so play along with LG. to see how he is going to appear. hahahas.

went to see SISTER & GL canoe polo practice. is damn cool can!

ard 8pm, LG called, saying he is at dover already. he is damn gek that his plan is failed. HAHAHAHAHAS! SO CUTE LAHX!

yeah. went to find his friends, supper and home sweet home ((:

i am so tired now...

yesterday is a no school day. afternoon stayed at home and do crm/rwps. evening went to town to meet baboon. WAITED DAMN LONG! her 1 stop is like 10mins?! THANKS FOR THE ECLAIR! i was too hungry and i ate it immediately. then she turned around and asked, "never take picture arh?" sorry... too hungry already...

around 9plus we went down to ZOUK! okay. is my first time. dun scold me mountain turtle, this shows i dun club ((: ya... and baboon keep making a fool of herself. hahahahas! the dance is damn cute! i want to learn! it will be more fun if i know the steps.

left early as there is school today. the cab uncle is irritating. HE DRIVES DAMN SLOW! after baboon left, he kept talking to me. i was like tired lahx. in the end, when he get out of the expressway, you know his speed? 20KM/H!!!! SO SLOW LAHX! kept saying the decorations very nice, the painting very nice. SHIT YOU!

he even slowed down his speed when he saw the traffic light. EXCUSE ME, IS GREEN LIGHT! SLOW DOWN FOR WHAT! U ARE ALREADY DRIVING VERY VERY VERY SLOW!!! #$)#$(@#)($@#

ya.. so.. like that lorx.

byebye.. I MISS LG LG LG LG LG! :(((((((((



she looked so drunk but we haven even started drinking -.-
she will love this as she always want her hp strap to glow.. -.-
THANKS FELINA & AUDREY! HAHAHAHHAAS

I MMMMIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY BOYFRIEND!
he is getting busier and busier. messages are lesser and lesser. the call duration is getting shorter and shorter :((((((( alright. i should be some super duper understanding girlfriend and try not to "bug" him. muahahahhahaas...


next 3weeks will be rushing for projects. 1 down! 3 more to go! JIA YOU!

went vivo with baboon today. went to check some stuff and shopping at DAISO! i love daiso! the tidbits are super duper nice and the stuff is super duper cute! went home early..

THANKS BABOON FOR THE FILE!
THANKS FELINA & AUDREY FOR THE PINK WATCH! hahahahahahas!


byebye((:


i shall reply tag here. as it seems so long.

♥ qiaos: wahh... u scare me! initially i really thought it cracked! u joking right? thank you! will jia you de! :D

♥ audrey: WAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i want CHEESE TART! how can! go and ask the shop if they can make cheese tart instead of blueberry cheese tart. :DDD

♥ felina: hahahahas... almost the same lahx! sama sama.. ya lorx... how can right. she never buy for us. hahahas!

♥ baboon: I LIKE THE SMALL FONT! so cute! (like me) hahahas... really mahx. so long lahx. u really go and read arh. love me so much right, hao peng you. i know lahx. only hao peng you will praise me. hahahhahaas... i know ur hidden meaning de. :D ohh... cus i lazy to put caption. hahahas...

♥ eddie: hahahas... yeahh... really quite some time already ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA ((:

alright. i am really guilty. fathers' day i did not buy anything for my dad and today is his bday, i also did not buy anything. seriously, i dunno what to buy.. shall get a present asap.

i am also in debts now. arghh... luckily, i am also very determind to save up. yeah. hopefully can clear my debts asap..

school today... really boring...
2moro is worst. 3hours of rwps..

oh. i forget to say, i made a video for LG. i will never forget his reactions. but he asked me not to blog out. hahahhaahs... cute cute de lao gong. hahahas...

okay. going off. bye..

HELLO!

LG LG LG LG LG! I MISS LG! i hate sunday i hate sunday. i love saturday i love saturday i love saturday...

alright. yesterday, spent the whole day fixing LG da lao po. waited a few hours for the parts and i am really shocked by his friends willingness to help. they are really nice.. ((: LG fixed his da lao po until 9pm.. from 5plus. damn long.

after that met his friends and went bedok, the what 85 as LG kept saying the food there is nice and want to try. when i reached there, i keep looking out for felina audrey they all as they seems to always having supper there. in the end they really went there for supper. but different timing. by the time i reached there was like 1am..

yea. reached home ard 3am. really tired...

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today, woke up at 7.30am. WOAH! i manage to wake up and went to find LG ((: as per normal, went to buy snacks.. around 4pm, baboon sms me, telling me that dinner is still on. I WAS LIKE, OMG! i wear until damn ugly!!! i was wearing tshirt, shorts, slippers and SPECTACLES! and i had to go to cityhall?!

okay. i accompany LG to pasir ris as the timing is just right. i always want to accompany him to book in but he always disagree with the idea. he finally agreed today as i need to go cityhall ((: yeap. dinner with him and he booked in already :((
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and off i go to cityhall with my super casual and ugly outfit. met up with bo chaps, baboon & felina. we went to this jap restaurant. really disappointing. that time the service is damn good but this time it sucks.

this waitress, after taking our order, did not take back the menu. is like nvm. and we asked her some questions, she simply just said "i dunno". is like, dunno how to ask your manager mehx. we are like piss off. i collected all the menu, walked to the manager and pass him the menu. i think i should get paid. ahhahas!

we are sitting on this round table and she served us ice water from our back! she never say "excuse me" or what lorx. what if we swing our arm? what if we turn ard and knock her hand? okay. nvm.. she serve us food and she just put it on the table. EH! WE PAY SERVICE CHARGE EH! dunno how to ask who order what and serve to that particular person mehx.. need us to pass one mehx. idiot!

i tried to talk to her and she ignore me! SHE HEARD ME AS SHE TURNED AROUND! in the end she walked off! WAH LAO EH!!! @$)#@($)#$(

felina complained to the manager and the manager simply rocks. as his service is super duper good and felina gave a really amazed face. hahas! so damn funny.

so 3 of us (the girls) simply complained loudly about the girl service. shit her..

after that, TCC! it has been so long since we last chill there. OREO MOCHA FRAPPE! YUM!

then, home sweet home((:

a really long post. only siao one will read all bahx. hahahhaas!
byebye((: good night. I LOVE LG VERY VERY VERY MUCH!

I WANT TAMPINES BLUE BERRY CHEESE TART WITHOUT BLUE BERRY!

yeap. i am now waiting for LG to come. feel like going as i am super kpo but it is just so not convenient for me to be there. hahahahas...

okay. I AM NOT GOING TO SIT BESIDES BO CHAPS DURING LECTURE! it is damn damn damn pai seh. they were like so call making noise with a guy & a lady infront and the lecturer was like "5 guys and 1 lady" MOST OF THEM THOUGHT IS ME! #($@#)$(@ i am guai okay. NOT ME! arghh...

ya. after school went pasir ris! waited a while and LG REACHED! HO HO HO HO! went back to put his stuff and we went down to ang mo kio to take my stuff. thanks LG! dim sum at geylang and went home early.

THANKS SHERMIN FOR THE CAMERA! THANKS BABOON TOO!!! :DDDD you all save my life!! THANK YOU!

okay. going off. byebye((:

OKAY!

I AM REALLY IRRITATED NOW. THANKS TO THE STUPID THUMBDRIVE! IT SEEMS TOBE FOOLING ME AROUND! arghhh..

yesterday, i was finding my thumbdrive and after searching for half an hour, i still could not find it. in the end i got fed up and i remembered i can use LG mp3. ya. so i super duper late for ambrose class.

today, actually is just now. i was already in lrt already! then i realise I FORGET TO BRING THUMBDRIVE. i have no choice but to went back home as we are going to print the report today. i reached home at 8.45am when the class starts at 9am. and is an hour class. shit. i have to pon the class. irritating. so here i am blogging.
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okay. yesterday is super duper fun. we went shenton (again) to do our B&FI project with josiah and junwei. after that met up with heng yi and we went marina square. our plan of going geylang cancelled as it was raining :(( ya. had pizzahut and this was the time i was laughing like mad. they are seriously very comical.

AND THIS IRRITATING GUAN LIN, I DUNNO WHY HE LOVES TO GO TO THE EAST HAVE DINNER LAHX! alright. he lives one block away from me. yesterday we are like "where has nice and cheap food" and he kept saying BEDOK, TAMPINES ETC! is like OMG! SO DAMN FAR! the trip home is like an hour plus can! luckily my classmates are nice and considerate people. IRRITATING GUAN LIN! ARGHH!!

YEAHNESS! GOING TO SEE LG LATER AT NIGHT! WOOOOOOOHOOOO!!!

okay. really long post. going off. byebye((:

i am feeling so ____
please dun say anything wrong or i will burst everything out. i am trying very hard to control already.

okay. i feel that i am rather antisocial for the past 1week. i really hate the feeling of going out and talking to people. i just want to be alone. ((:

projects are irritating. rwps draft due on friday, b&fi need to be done by monday, ecm next few weeks and MA 2moro. shit. i am stuck at MA, but nobody is online now. shit.

okay. nth much. byebye.

HAPPY 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!

LAO GONG! I LOVE YOU! After you went into NS, i had never feel neglected by you before as whenever i feel bad, you will definitely call me. i really feel very love. when u are at tekong, you also never forget today! i will not say much here, shy ehh.. heh heh.. muacks!!!

LG IS VERY SWEET! although he is in tekong, he asked his friends to help him to order TULIPS and send to my house! MUACKS!!! TULIP TULIP TULIP! he is the first to give me tulips! MUAHAHAAS! I LOVE MY LG!

but the pictures i took are really ugly as i just woke up not long and i received the flowers. i still got a very sleepy look.

wooooo... since now is sunday and LG had already book in, so you guys should expect what i'm going to say. yea... i miss him badly. he is really sweet. yesterday ard 3plus 4am, he wrote a really long letter for me in a quite bad health condition as he was sick and i just read it not long ago. i was really crying like nobody business but silently as i cannt let my family know i am crying. ya... so... emo now ((:

today is really a short day. early in the morning went to find him and accompany him to shop for his stuff. actually 3/4 of his bag contains food. he is snacking every night and so he needs to replenish the food every weekend. yea.. ard evening he went to pasir ris already..

nvm. at least his next book out is friday instead of saturday. ((: 2 more days and is going to be our 2months anniversary! yea.. ((:

p/s: he really waited for me to reach home that day! so sweet of him.. silly LG, u dun have to.. nth will happen to me. ((:

okay. going to watch video. byebye...

YEAH!!!! is saturday!!!

alright. in the morning i went to meet baboon to get the surveys. i was super late. when i am waiting for bus to go bugis, LG was already boarding the boat. i was like super late lahx! i was suppose to reach pasir ris at 12.30pm but at 12.30pm, i was only at tiong bahru. hmms.. in the end his mom went pasir ris and find him also. hahas. and i manage to reach there as he needs to wait for his mom.

yeah. he went back to change etc and we went geylang to eat porridge again. ((: went little india then clarke quay to meet his friends. and off to newton for supper. fat fat. ya.. so home sweet home.

tomorrow he needs to book in already :(((( sad... LG! i loves you! and please take care of yourself when you are at tekong. STAY HEALTHY! ((:

see you in a few hours time!

byebye ((:

hey people, now it's like friday night. 2moro is saturday! i finally can see LG! :DDD

school today. after that met baboon at orchard. initially i thought the guys will be damn on but ya, not really. nvm. so we went shopping! yeap. did not find what we want and we went bugis. i bought a new bag, from the same shop that i bought my current bag (which snapped within 2months) if this bag is going to snap within 2 months, i am definitely going go into the store and "make a scene" hahahahahas! hope not. ((:

talked alot. nice shopping trip ehh. ((: the rice "dumpling" is such a disappointment.

and, OMG! i left all the surveys with baboon. :(( i need to get it from her in the morning. sorry baboon and thank you! then i will go straight down to pasir ris to find LG :DDD
ANYBODY WANT TO DO A SURVEY REGARDING HOUSING LOAN? HELP ME!!!

okay. i am really hungry now. to prevent myself from eating, i shall go and sleep ((: